THE SHADOW

THE SHADOW

You never leave my side, may it be the day or night,
Even if you're strengthened or weakened by light.
Left out in the maze, I don't know you're a friend or foe,
Obeying or afraid of light, you move from high to low.

Had I been so lonely, but you were there by my side,
Afraid of the ghosts was I, yet freaked out by your shade.
You walk along my paths sometimes even ahead,
Stamped out by my feet, but left no words shed.

I'll fight the light forever and let you take the life,
But I'm not sure of you, a golden ring or a knife.
And I swear I can't live atleast a minute without you,
I feel that I'm all alone, as you're a part of me too.

Are you my dear one, or a breathtaking companion?
Afraid of you, I sail the oceans to islands to land upon,
I try to erase you, but you surround me with more of you,
I'm in pandemonium, and awaiting for a little clue.

SET ME BACK

When I lay back, and close my eyes,
I hear no voices but just my heart's cries,
Shredding me down, to tiny little pieces,
Your memories run around, leaving just bruises.

Your words of honey, they made me melt down,
Words which took me away, now make me frown,
Once a while ago, they made me fall deep in,
And this day when I hear, hurt me down within.

All I want is to reset it, rewind it all and play again,
Cause it's hard to let go, and erase all my pain,
But, that doesn't work at all even if I could do,
As I don't want to forget it, all that time with you.

I know that I shouldn't be there by you in there,
But give it up for now and pull me out of despair,
Just put my head back in place, set it right,
Set me back to me and let my pieces reunite.

MONSTERS

Running wild inside me, making my heart pound,
They burden my mind and make me fall off to ground.
They pull me into the dark, deep onto the floors of hell,
Loosen my intricate soul, and let my tears dwell.

Inhumane and insane monsters are those,
They chase me all around, preparing me to lose.
Twisting my nerves, they make me fall apart,
From the world, which chose me to complete it's art.

They wound me all over, and make me frown loud,
Staying all over, they never leave me as they vowed.
Thrusting my thoughts out, darkest over the bright,
All they leave me with, is my untamed fright.

Fighting them till my last is what I need to do,
And winning over, is what I'm destined to.
Heavy to be held hard and hard to resist,
I'll fight'em all forever, even when I know that they persist.

WANT TO SEE YOU

WANT TO SEE YOU

Are you running wild in my infinite thoughts,
Or really out there longing for my knots?
Let me see you through my sparkling eyes,
And meet you in your eyes, erasing my mind's lies.

The times I see those million little stars,
I feel you seeing the same, the very same ones.
The evenings I walk through the gardens alone,
I feel you mimicking me, like a clown of my own.

Now let the clouds clear themselves creating a path,
For you from a parallel world, to see me waiting.
And let the starships collide and crash into the dark,
Let them create the daylight, from the countless little sparks.

I really want to see you, and let my heart ignite,
I want to see my dreams alive, at my own delight.
Where are you in the countless bright stars,
Seeing the same sight, from behind the stars.

I'M A SUPERHERO

I'M A SUPERHERO

I have no super strength, nor I have an ultra brain,
Neither can I lift a building, nor stop a moving train,
I can't fly high like a bird, not even to little of the heights,
Nor I even have the strength to fight against knights.

Magical world isn't the one I was born into,
Thus I can't lift large blocks throwing spells onto.
But, I feel the world's pain and understand it's plight,
Even if I don't fix it, I'll atleast try to mend it.

I'm a human with a sensible mind fully empathetic,
If I see people cry, I try to make them smile.
I don't have superpowers, I'm low down to zero,
But I believe within, that I'm a superhero.

LOVE IN VAIN

LOVE IN VAIN

After all that tore me apart, I fade away to dust,
I loved you with all my heart, with no trace of lust.
I expressed all my love, noticing no dusk and dawn,
You acted ignorant, but I know that you felt it deep down.

The days you cried hard, I felt the pain deep within,
I made you smile, being behind the smeared screen.
The days you spilt it, I set you back to you,
But what resulted was you leaving me to myself.

I shared it all with you, and learnt a lot of you,
Just to make you say that it was all anew.
You just don't understand it, my inexplicable care,
All that I needed was just a pinch of it, you don't dare.

I don't know if I'm wrong or is it you,
It appeals you as a speck, while it's the ocean's blue.
But I still love you, and I care hiding my pain,
Cause I believe, it ain't going to go in vain.

MAZED

A million little thoughts of all kinds stuck my mind,
When my memories with you spin and rewind.
I lose control of me, my mind and heart,
And the memories appear as an abstract art.

Should I get back to you or stay apart,
And be a star away in the absolute dark.
I'm right out of my mind, my heart's mystified,
You leave me petrified, with my tensions amplified.

My heart battles my mind, the never ending fight,
One says to be with you and the other to leave your side.
Should I trust my sensible heart or my sound mind?
To trust them so true, but I ain't at all that blind.

The wildest thoughts run all around my mind,
My heart's threatened by monsters, fully entwined.
It's like counting the countless stars, leaves of neem,
Caught up in the maze, losing all my esteem.

ABANDONED ALL THE WHILE

I was abandoned, at the very first sight,
I was left in the woods, at my own plight.
Just a little innocent heart was mine,
They left me, with mother's tears covered up by rain.

I grew up on my own, taught myself life,
And found her in my path to the sharp edged cliff.
I trusted her so hard, fell for her too deep,
But she left me abandoned, once again to weep.

Then I met this man, who wept when I wept,
He laughed when I laughed, he was my dad from above.
But the monster killed him, the one he loved the most,
His habits and addictions, and once again was I lost.

I don't know the reasons, but none stays with me,
Even if they  truly loved, cared or hated me.
I was abandoned all my life, mine's a delicate heart,
What must I do? Should I live by myself or abandon the world?

WATCH ME RISE

I know that I haven't been myself since days,
I know that I've been alone and insane,
I've been running away from you and them,
I've been hiding my pain and my head's mayhem.

I'm Sorry for not letting you find it,
As I know that you have no strength to mend it.
I've been through times, tearing me down,
I've been painting my face, pretending to smile.

It's me alone, destined to fight it and win,
And none to play mine and to make me grin.
But I'm back to me today, watch me rise,
Rise against the odds, with the glow in my eyes.

I rise from the ashes, from the depths of the dark,
I rise to win my passions, bigger than the ark.
I'm fighting with the monsters of my heart and mind,
I'm on my path, so prepare yourselves to watch me rise.

LOST TO LUST

She was newly wed but a faithful wife,
He was a greatest pretender who promised her life.
She trusted him hard,  loved him to the core,
But he made her kneel, and bow to his roar.

That was the coldest night she ever had,
And he came home drunk, with wolves so bad.
They made her beg, they tore her apart,
And he was enjoying the moments waiting to take his part.

She was a beautiful girl, with a generous smile,
He was a perfect player, she was just his trial.
He promised that he'd save her from the wild,
And she trusted him blind, as her heart was a lot mild.

That was the cruelest day she had ever lived,
He said he'd show her the worlds she have never seen.
But, what he did was just tasting her skin,
While she was crying to leave her alone.