DON'T MAKE ME CRY

I do a lot besides letting you survive,
I fight with your mind, letting your joy revive.

I do a lot for you, but you make me fail,
Sharing my love to the false ones, killing the holy grail.

I make you love your people, but you fall for  the undeserved,
You make me fall frail and break for no reason of mine.

I want you to fly high, to rise up above the sky,
But you never jump ahead, I don't know why.

Why do you make me frown for no reason of mine,
I cared for you always, but you cared the undeserved.

HIDING TO RISE

He was one amongst the broke,
He was the one to eat my stroke.
I hurt him to the depths, made him drown,
I thought he was powerless, made him frown.

Then he went hiding, into the shadows of his heart,
And never uttered a word, as if completely afraid.
I felt as if I was crowned, and worshipped my own might,
But I found me being a fool, winning the false fight.

He was coming, to take me deep down,
Out of the shadows, to make me drown.
He wasn't a loser, but was the best planner,
Hiding to rise, waiting for the moment to devour.

MORTAL ME

I strive for the things that are truly temporary,
Even if they're meant to be a part of my memory.

Every penny that I work for and even my work,
Doesn't stay forever, and so is the pain I lurk.

The struggles I face and even the joy I enjoy,
Doesn't stay forever, and so are the people I love.

The people that I need and those who need me,
Don't stay forever, and thus are the world's assets and debris.

There's everything that fades away and just temporary,
But I try hard be immortal, even if I know that ain't me.

FALSE LIFE

FALSE LIFE
Indefinite, insincere and unnatural,
That's what I am, purely artificial.

I hide myself into me, push me into myself,
To meet your expectations, as I don't want to be myself.

I say that I believe it even if I don't,
I say that I'll do it, even if I know I won't.

I try to impress you, by being the "False me",
That's what make me a bot, my untamed hypocrisy.

They say that humanity feels the life,
But what's good in feeling the false life.

I don't know what I gain, by being hypocritical,
Cause I know I'm not myself, but a lifeless article.

GODDESS IN DISGUISE

GODDESS IN DISGUISE

She was the greatest woman they ever saw,
She was the only one who shared unbounded love.
She was more than a goddess, the superpower,
She was an angel, and their strongest armour.

There was a day, when she had to starve,
But she made them happy never letting out her pain.
There were days, when she had to bow,
Before the people, to let her children glow.

She never said no,  she never let them weep,
For her children, she thought, were her only hope.
She once had to fight, her husband for them,
But the lads didn't know that she did it for them.

She faced struggles to make them smile,
She nurtured them, to aim the eleventh mile.
But what all they did, was to leave her alone,
With no respect, no love, leaving her moan.

PULLED OUT OF TRUST

PULLED OUT OF TRUST

I could never forget the day, that you smiled at me,
That's the sweetest memory, the day you met me.
You showed me heavens and a lot of fairy lands,
You made me trust you, saying "I'll hold your hands".

You were my only world, source of my ecstasy,
You made them never question, our complete intimacy.
You asked me to care, and promised me the same,
But you left me behind, leaving none to blame.

When I saw you hurt, I did care for you,
But what you did was questioning me why to.
You broke my trust and left me behind,
They make me cry, the memories when they rewind.

You said that you'll stand by me, through thick and thin,
But now you make me question, "why did it even begin?"
Now I don't trust "trust" nor I believe loyalty,
Cause I believe that people are bound to cruelty.

HOPE

This day when my life turned upside down,
This day when I'm being stringed like a clown,
I still have hope, that I'll run past these struggles,
I still have hope, that I'd escape these cannibals.

Even when my people tear me down,
Even though my dear ones leave me alone,
I still have hope, that I'll meet the true one,
The ones who stay, care and never run.

Although I fail, and I lose all my trials,
Inspite of hardwork, but indeed denials,
I still have hope that I'll win someday,
And the day's just around, not even halfway.

LEARNING LIFE

This day I'm here, while you bid me farewell,
Remembering those days, as my tears dwell,
They taught me whole life, pain and all struggles,
The times I was on cloud nine, life's looped spheres,

From the times I succeeded, to those I failed,
May it be my studies, or be my futile feelings,
They made me realize that life's a garden of roses,
Which is filled with thorns which make me bleed.

The days that broke me, the people those hurt me,
The syllabus of life, with teachers around me,
And the ones who taught me, how to succeed,
The chemistry of life, besides physical chemistry.

These days made me strong, from in and out,
Strong enough to face and survive a drought.
I learnt to be me, and to face it all by myself,
For it is a game of choices, of which I've to choose myself.




Student life teaches a lot. Every experience is a lesson to be learnt.

INHUMANE HUMANS

Trying to achieve the impossible,
Longing to be called "invincible",
We build this world with all our might,
Just to tighten it up with never ending fright.

We fool ourselves in the name of progress,
We hurt ourselves in the run for  excess,
Materially bound and emotionally isolated,
We feed upon the fools, mentally disarmed.

What's out there? Just hatred all around,
Dying while living, this left me spellbound.
What's that we hear? Cries of the innocent,
Marching down the valleys, wishing death to confront.

Pride wins today, if you bow then you die,
A promise is just a word, better called a lie.
On the long run for success, we lost our utter selves,
And trust me, we're truly "the inhumane humans".

AMIDST THE APOCALYPSE

This isn't the world it has to be,
This isn't the future we were destined to be.
Destruction everywhere, insanity unfolds,
Just trying to conquer even alien worlds.

We see clouds no more, but there's smoke to see,
No water to drink, but lands descending to depths,
Oceans harbour no turtles and no seals,
But tonnes and tonnes of garbage, not even the eels.

The human psyche's losing it's humanity,
In fact, it's no more humane, with thoughts sunk in insanity.
Cruelty all around, people kill their people,
For things all material, providing feelings quite unnatural.

Innocent lads left unnoticed, and noticed ones ravaged,
Chiseled out of trust, for being falsely loved.
Lives destroyed, thus running into eclipse,
I'm afraid, I might die, walking amidst this apocalypse.